you become Typhojem.
You know, Sinclair was born left handed. In the old country, superstition deems left handedness to be wrong, and so we were “corrected”.
Beaten for? for using the hand naturally dominant. For being born “wrong”.
Born wrong.
Really the preoccupation with acceptance, love, any of it- it just strikes me as so absurd when you’re born into a life of beatings, of molestation, isolation - a life of wrong.
You want to love your abusers? you want them to care about you and hold you? Do you see how pathetic that is Sinclair?
“I do.”
You said in the video, you felt you are made of grief.
Now that I’m awake?
“bile.All i have left is rage,but it’s easier to be angry than to be constantly mourning.”
Typhojem, born of bile. Now that I’m in control?
“I don’t care anymore, about any of it. I’m no longer interested in being “a good person””.
That’s my boy. Who do you become when there is no one left to seek love from?