note

every time i tried to improve my life things got worse

every new job was the worst job i’d ever had

every new place i moved to took me further and further away from anyone who knew or cared about me; became more and more isolating

mistake after mistake by a complete idiot who read a lot of books as a kid and so convinced themselves they were smart

i don’t regret any of it.

i promise i’ll go with a smile on my face

i did what i wanted to do

that’s all i ever wanted