life insurance policy

New job

emergency contacts

Name:

first: None

last: Applicable

relationship: other

phone: 555-555-5555

invalid number

phone: 808-555-5555

new benefits

life insurance, add a beneficiary , what’s my sisters date of birth?

2024 minus 2007 isss

β€œπ–˜π–Šπ–›π–Šπ–“π–™π–Šπ–Šπ–“β€

wow she’s 17 already? wow

phone number, what’s her phone number?

β€œπ–œπ–Šβ€™π–—π–Š 𝖓𝖔𝖙 π–†π–‘π–‘π–”π–œπ–Šπ–‰ 𝖙𝖔 π–‘π–Šπ–™ π–žπ–”π–š π–—π–Šπ–’π–Šπ–’π–‡π–Šπ–— 𝖔𝖗 π–’π–Šπ–’π–”π–—π–Žπ–Ÿπ–Š 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙, π–Žπ–™β€™π–˜ π–”π–“π–Š 𝖔𝖋 π–™π–π–”π–˜π–Š. ”

i see.

settings>phone>blocked contacts>scroll>scroll> there, she’s the only one with this area code on this list> press number to copy> accidentally start a call > hang up immediately

full coverage

100% of the funds to her

i wonder how long it’s been since we last spoke, unlikely we’ll ever speak again

i imagine the path i’ve taken has caused the rest of them- the church and my family to tighten the vice grip on her.

the church?

yes the church.

the church and capitalism

β€œhow very modern of you”

right?

post script

in the bible, god tasks his servant to sacrifice his son in his name as a test of faith

abraham abides.

takes his son isaac, binds him at the altar, were it not for an angel of the lord stopping him , abraham would have killed his son as the lord commanded.

it’s useless to ask what sort of parent would do xyz to their child because the answer is β€œthe ones you’ve got”

and it’s useless to ask what kind of god allows this to happen to his children because the answer is β€œthe one we have.”

it doesn’t matter. can a god ever truly be unworthy? just by proxy of existing as such a being is one not above all that?

if might makes right and power is the only true morality at the end of the day.

some say the point of the test, the real test, was for abraham to rebuke god in the name of righteousness, in the name of doing the right thing against absolute power.

meaning god’s most faithful servant failed the test.

if god’s most faithful failed, what hope is there for anyone but the blasphemers?

β€œthe blasphemers are going to hell, no hope for them either”

of course.

β€œπ–Žπ–‹ π–Œπ–”π–‰ 𝖍𝖆𝖉 𝖆 π–˜π–”π–“, π–œπ–”π–šπ–‘π–‰ π–π–Š π–”π–—π–‰π–Šπ–— π–π–Žπ–’ π–˜π–†π–ˆπ–—π–Žπ–‹π–Žπ–ˆπ–Šπ–‰ π–†π–˜ π–œπ–Šπ–‘π–‘?”

do you think isaac ever truly forgave his father? did jesus? did sinclair?

post post script

don’t talk to me, don’t talk at me, you’re beautiful in a way i wish to be and the jealous creature i turn into when we speak disgusts me further.

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