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self portraits each year, usually while high or sleep deprived or manic

2017- pen drawing? mostly lines, fisheye effect of some sort. there’s a dart or needle in one eye, i wonder what that meant.

2018 - i must have been reading steel ball run at this time, i look aggressive, virile, i think there’s a tiger patterned coat- again one of the eyes is dead, still don’t know what it means

2019 - and onwards for a while, i destroyed all my art and stopped making any, i think art scool made me hate art

2023/4 - at a pier or harbor of some sort, the bags under my eyes are much more pronounced, silver flecks in my hair, i had just finished disco elysium - no dead eye. cant tell if his eyes are sparkling with hope or tears.

2025 - it seems some damage has been sustained. dead eye has returned, i don’t like looking at it, it makes me ache. it makes me feel like

“𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖓𝖊𝖊𝖉 𝖙𝖔 𝖌𝖔 𝖆𝖜𝖆𝖞”

i need to go away.