persistence hunter

something has been wrong with me for a long time. perhaps since i was born, maybe even before, and i don’t know how to fix myself.

“well naturally. the sharpest knife in the universe still would never be able to cut itself, and you my friend, are far from the sharpest knife.”

so what do i do?

“you turn to other people for help”

i can’t do that

“𝖜𝖍𝖞?”

a lot of really good reasons

“humor me”

money, time, people i wouldn’t have to pay have enough on their plates, they think they can help but they don’t understand how constant it all is, circumstances generally out of my control, the nature of the disease itself is clever, and how can i out-maneuver an enemy aware of my every thought? how can i befriend an entity hell bent on my destruction? failing mind, failing body, forsaken soul. there’s no out that i can afford, therefore there is simply no out, i just

“you just can’t beat it.”

i can’t beat it.

are you it?

“𝖉𝖔𝖊𝖘 𝖎𝖙 𝖒𝖆𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖗?”

no.

post script:

Persistence hunting, also known as endurance hunting or long-distance hunting, is a variant of pursuit predation in which a predator will bring down a prey item via indirect means, such as exhaustion,heat illness or injury.